for thursday:



7/25/2024 2:09pm

i feel misunderstood somewhat often recently..
that's pretty common i think? for nearly everyone at certain points in our lives. i just want to simplify. things would be much better if there was one less thing to juggle. i know what i have to do to make things better now. the biggest issue i have is that my best option at this point in time is to do something temporary to ease these things. and as always, i'm worried that whatever temporary thin g i choose will not be enough, or will cause some discomfort elsewhere. it's always the same shit. i hope i don't drive you away. i promise things will be fixed.


hopefully! soon will be less stressful. i think i'm going to sell my mtgo collection again, which might be equal to a good small amount of money now. it'll be nice i think to buy some more stuff i'll need for the future.. love, always.
i'm here and i hope in some ways that things ease up for you as well. i know you can succeed. we're going to try our best. i think i'm going to bite the bullet and apply for a real job.. again. though i'm not sure if anything will ever come from that.




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